Hello again

So I think I am going to stay inside. It's been raining so much, and it's not even the kind that you can jump in. It is the kind of rain that last for days and makes everything muddy. It's not fun. It is very not.

Also I think my library books are overdue. This is annoying because I'm never going to remember to return them until they send a letter in the mail and it's what happens everytime. And, to top it off, I babysat and lost 20 dollars of the money I made. Damnit.

The babysitting itself was fun, though. Me and my cousin had fun with an ice cream party, where we put all sorts of toppings on it. We didn't even like blueberries but we put it on anyways, along with honey and all sorts of things, all while dancing. He recommended "I Like To Move It" so we played that and then goofed off on the trampoline. Haha. And then I jumped in the middle of the night by myself and watched storm clouds in the distance, lightning and all. He watched Indiana Jones until he fell asleep, it was adorable.

Falala, I think I'm going to pretend to run away. Or fake my own death. Just because.

A List of Things That are Wonderful

1. Eating things from the fridge that you are not supposed to eat. Such as a fingerful of chocolate frosting from a cake that is for your mother's party tomorrow, or a sneak peak at the leftovers. Late night snacking, mmmm. <3 style="font-weight: bold;">Imogen Heap. One of my heroines. She does what she likes, makes music as she likes it, and has fun. I love her, I love her freedom, and I love her way of sound and life.

3. Getting a big, long skirt and walking barefoot down the middle of the street. Oh, it is so free. Walk walk walking down the street, it is so empty, and oh so lovely. The trees framing the street so well.

4. Water. Do not ever take for granted the taste of a big old mug of warm water, maybe a dash of sugar. And then a nice old bubble bath, which would be impossible without our lovely friend, H2O.

5. Cheering people up. I'm not saying that having depressed friends is fun, it's not. But the feeling that somebody is happier, somebody has risen above a depression, and you got to watch them do it. It's a nice feeling.

Oh, and the past four days for me have been fun. I've made a desicion to quit my whining about how boring everything is just because I'm not creative enough to come up with interesting things to do on my own. So I've gotten huge stacks of interesting books from the library, I've drawn murals on the street with chalk, and I've run away only not really. I've learned to take off my bra without taking off my shirt, I've learned how to make hair dye stay in my hair for longer. I've discovered new music, and I've danced like an idiot about the house. I've pretended I was a raver and I've pretended I was a hippie. I am having fun. I am not going to let this summer let go.

But at the same time, I'd love it if the next 3 months just flew by. I want them to go away and never come back. I want to run into the terminal and fly into him an hold on and never let go and that's all I want. And I know I said (to myself) that I would not mention lovers on these dumb things anymore, but it's true.

So, summer. Are you going to work with me or against me? HMMM?

I'm rather conflicted for a 15 year old!

WAAAAHMBULANCE

So the past few days have been less than interesting. A lot less. I'm getting tired of this dumb house and all the boring shit that never happens. Goddamn.

But on Friday I went to work with my mom. That wasn't too bad, watched What's Eating Gilbert Grape, which is now on my "favourite movies ever" list. Seriously, it's great. I can't believe it took me so long to finally getting around to seeing it. Glad I did.

Then got my hair cut all short. It's rad. I love it. I never like my haircuts at first, ever. They always have to grow on me. I always come around. It's hilarious. EVERY TIME. Except for that one time where I let a girl kicked out of beauty school do my hair. That time it fucking sucked and there was nothing I could do about it. Took like a year to grow out, too, daaamn.

And that's bout it.

Summer Sucks.

It's trueee. Summer's the worst season. Everything's so hot and sticky and blagh. I can't wait for fall and winter, there's so much more going on. It's just boring.

On the other hand, I picked up a very flowy and wonderful summer dress the other day at the thrift store. It has the most wonderful print, too. It needs a bit of fixing on the upper half since I don't have the boobsies to fill it out, but it's still excellent.

Oh, so wonderful~

And proof that it needs some fixing. Haha.

Other than that, I haven't done too much. All of the bike riding, but that's nothing new.


And I am getting my hair cut on Friday. It shall be short and awesome. I'm thinking of something along the lines of Sherri DuPree?

Murals and etc.

Went to an open house at the library. I have no idea why it's called that since the library's always open? But it was interesting, it was like a party. They were showing off a mural they had just finished in the children's section. It was dedicated to my late Grandmother, who had worked there for as long as I can remember, really. She was so wonderful, and I miss her. She instilled a love of reading in me and I can never thank her enough for that.

I did get a few books while I was there. And a cookie. Because it was a party and you can't have a party without M&M cookies. Delicious!~



In other news, Tegan & Sara's "The Con" is excellent. Really, I can not get enough of this album. Check it out.

Image Dump

I feel I must share the fodder in my aptly named "eye candy" folder. Oh ho ho, how wondrous!


Hair inspiration, I'm planning on dying it purple the next chance I get, haha. Along with that, there's some 80's style pop art, a super hot vintage dress that makes me want to flip, and a girly that sure knows how to rock the scarf.

BIG UPS.

I'm gunna try this dumb blog thing again.